I dread going to school tomorrow...

Not because i've done anything horrible or anything... but i just can't face the thought of going to school looking as i do now...

well.... first of all, my hair is now back to the stage where it looks like i'm just starting to keep it long...you know, the embarrasing stage where everything kinda looks a bit messy( make that VERY messy) cause the hair is a bit too short to stay in its place properly...it looks fine when i just leave it down, but when i put it up... well...

I wish i could just leave it hanging as it is, but school rules(haha) dictates that it must be up in a ponytail if it's long enough to cover your collar... problem is, mine's not even a ponytail, chicken feather's more like it...

whatever propelled me to cut my hair that short i have no idea... perhaps it's the inner me, who is sick of all this s*** lately trying to CHANGE something...actually, i kinda like the new do, if it didn't make me feel so silly...

Haih...